Mood: Contemplative
Listening to: Desolation Row
Reading: Crime and Punishment
Eating: Cream of Turkey soup
It's homemade, you know, and with little bits of crushed cracker in it. I like it that way. It makes me smile. I made the soup myself.
Aside from thinking about how shameless I am for stealing Mari's formats...or how much I want to see Angelina Jolie naked now... I've been thinking about love these days. More the words "I love you" than anything.
What do those words mean really? Traditionally, their used by Family members quite frequently... I save them for people that I actually do love for some particular reason. If I tell you that I love you, it means your special. I don't say those words to many. I love Turkey soup... but that is another thing.
I become different when I tell someone that I'm "in love" with them though. I don't mean to but I do. Because I'm afraid of loosing them, and for the most ridiculous reasons. Because I try to be right for them...sometimes too hard.
And this is sappy.
And I think I fucked up a bit by trying to prove myself to you.