Tuesday, January 06, 2009

1:25

Mood: Contemplative
Listening to: Desolation Row
Reading: Crime and Punishment
Eating: Cream of Turkey soup

It's homemade, you know, and with little bits of crushed cracker in it. I like it that way. It makes me smile. I made the soup myself.

Aside from thinking about how shameless I am for stealing Mari's formats...or how much I want to see Angelina Jolie naked now... I've been thinking about love these days. More the words "I love you" than anything.
What do those words mean really? Traditionally, their used by Family members quite frequently... I save them for people that I actually do love for some particular reason. If I tell you that I love you, it means your special. I don't say those words to many. I love Turkey soup... but that is another thing.

I become different when I tell someone that I'm "in love" with them though. I don't mean to but I do. Because I'm afraid of loosing them, and for the most ridiculous reasons. Because I try to be right for them...sometimes too hard.

And this is sappy.

And I think I fucked up a bit by trying to prove myself to you.

13 Comments:

At 4:36 PM , Blogger Boo ya said...

i know what you mean. people never take me seriously when i say I love alot of people!!! :D (i really actually do) but it's whole nother ball game when it comes to being in love with someone. (and i HATE that fear...that one you were talking about...yeah..ugh)

Anyway, i love you! (meant that) and hope you had a snazzy new years. i didn't. :D kisses!

 
At 6:05 PM , Blogger BOO said...

oh hun u sound so morbid...I think we should talk.

 
At 9:51 PM , Blogger Queen Killjoy said...

Awww.....poor baby!! Lets make blueberry muffins and bite the heads off kittens and cry in the rain together. And maybe after I'll show you my collection of naked Angelina Jolie pictures. Well...they aren't Angelina, per se. But I must admit I did a damned good job of photoshopping her head on there.

 
At 3:00 PM , Blogger toxi said...

and i quote: "I become different when I tell someone that I'm "in love" with them though. I don't mean to but I do. Because I'm afraid of loosing them, and for the most ridiculous reasons. Because I try to be right for them...sometimes too hard.

And this is sappy.

And I think I fucked up a bit by trying to prove myself to you."

could a more emo-filled load of garbage be written by anyone?!?! good lord i pity any girl that u accidentally fall in love with! poor thing, does she also get subjected to sucha load of BS. and I'm sorry but...MORBID?!!? this is not morbid!! this is the pathetic whitings of an overly emotional little boy, why don't u go wank off in the bathroom and quit wasting bandwidth with all this c--p!! Any guy who is pussy enough to write things like this, is certainly going to lose every single girl that tries to be with him. Hey, they prob left for a guy that is smarter, hotter, and more masculine that this wimp! So good for them! they actually moved on and got a life... seems like u ended up being pussywhipped!

 
At 1:40 AM , Blogger Queen Killjoy said...

Hahahahahahahahaha..............tell me that's not who this post was for?

 
At 9:27 AM , Blogger thisisme said...

No... its not.

And I think its low of you, Fried Toxins, to be talking about stuff you don't even understand... I'm not even going to get into it...

 
At 3:36 PM , Blogger toxi said...

hahahaha oh please don't get any further into it. All this sappiness is already polluting the internet.

 
At 5:20 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

When you reveal a part of you and some people make fun of that, it doesn't make you look worse, it only shows they have been in the shades for too long...

 
At 9:35 PM , Blogger Queen Killjoy said...

"All this sappiness is already polluting the internet."

As is mindless shit-talking. Really, if you're going to talk smack, try and make a valid point or try and contain yourself. You'll just look silly if you can't even hit home.

 
At 3:41 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

what was not "hitting home" about that? The post is a sappy pollutant, and that is exactly what was stated.
You might want to try to think intelligently sometimes, but perhaps all the twisting of kittens heads has eternally sapped your creativity.

 
At 10:30 PM , Blogger Queen Killjoy said...

Well obviously if you hit home he'd be a tad more upset, no? Rather, you threw about random observations, which I'm sure you have not a smidgen of knowledge about, dear. I dare say, you may need to see a psycholgist sometime soon if you make yourself feel better by attacking people you more than likely do not even know...?
And it is biting kittens, not twisting. Perhaps you should learn to read, and while you're at it, touch up on your basic grammar structure and capitalization as well. It seems to be lacking somewhat.

 
At 2:15 PM , Blogger thisisme said...

Sweet Angie.... you made her shut up.

I'm so PLEASED!

 
At 10:06 PM , Blogger Queen Killjoy said...

*Grin* It's what I do, dear. People whom lack common knowledge and a decent vocabulary don't stand a chance.

 

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