Yes Affirmative

These guys rock!!

Merry Christmas

That's all I want to say to you really... that and... well... I've missed you. There's this shaky ball of emptiness in my stomach. It won't leave, I've tried to make it so. It did a little when I made up your present all nice and fancy-like. But now that its done, it won't go away. I felt hungry though I've eaten; with every drop of water, I thirst. I've run to the phone all day when it's rung thinking that it was you calling for me.

I know that your happy though, and so I'll smile because I know your smiling. At least I hope you've been. Not everyone knows you like I do, and that makes me feel so damn lucky. Its the best present anyone could ask for.

Merry Christmas Doll

A New Life

Rejoice with me, my fellows for last night, at 2 A.M. a new life was sprung into the world. She weighs in at some 71,000+ words, a little on the heavy side on the novelette scale, but she's still unedited. She's positively beaming.

Rejoice with me... The Pessimist is finally complete!

One present

Only eight more days till your birthday, Jesus... I swore to myself that I would not make a Christmas post, but oh well. Here's one of your presents at least.

God Dwells Among the Leaves

I’ve searched for God in canyons deep
And in the howling rain,
I’ve sought his face on mountain steep
And licking, lambent, flame.

I’ve listened to the violent sea
In hopes to hear the voice
Of Him, whom all must bend their knee
Upon His slightest choice.

But yet, the canyon was too bleak
To house a Lord of Light;
The rain, and sea, and mountain peak
Hid Him from my sight.

So, broken, I through fields did walk
Among the yellow wheat;
And studied keenly every stalk
That drooped around my feet.

Then realized I that, though the sky
Roars with wrath of thunder
God whispers to the child nigh,
Sleeping softly under;

So while the wind might whistle loud
As it blows among the trees,
My God lives quiet on the ground
And dwells among the leaves.

And yet again...

Here's to one special friend of mine. I don't think I could have become such good friends with someone so quickly, but then I met her and she gained my confidence almost instantly. She's smart, funny, intuitive, a great person to talk to, and has some of the prettiest hair I think I've ever seen.

Hope this year is especially fun and satisfying for you, and that you party like a rockstar babe. I'll call you when I can scrounge up the money. Smile, o.k?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Sigh

Someday....someday...