For You

Written for anyone thats battling with anything...

I understand what you’ve been going through… yes, even though you’ve heard it from a thousand other people in a million different ways, what I said is still true. I still understand and feel deeply sorry for you.
It seems like life can be such a bitch sometimes that we feel we can’t even scream—it would only make things worse. Things can seem to suck now, even worse then a gay tornado, and though you know that it all goes away sooner or later it doesn’t matter now. There is still no end in sight: the dark haze of sorrow still lurks above you, its fumes making even your choking to draw tears. I know what it feels like to see all that you’ve known disappear so rapidly. Your crystal life gets smashed into countless tiny pieces and you don’t even know which one to pick up first, or how to mend it when you lost the superglue.
The battles can seem so intense sometimes that they nearly kill us. We can stifle tears, force smiles, but once you choke on your heart it’s hard to stop coughing. The fire is searing hot and even though our Savior has reassuringly told us, “Its good for you” all you can manage to scream is, “It burns!” And sometimes even that would seem a mild expression.
Please, understand what I’m saying when I tell you that I know what your going through. Even more then that, I care about it and understand. I can nearly taste the tears that you’ve poured into your bed each day. A waterbed for a water-god, your salt flows nearly suffocate you. You don’t know how many times that I’ve wished that I could take these things off your shoulders—even for just one moment. Even if they would crush me I wouldn’t care, I’d lift my hand out of the way just enough so that, with my strength, I could pick you a flower.
I care for you…no, not that…I love you! Yes, even if I’ve never met you, known your name, smiled at you, told you a lame joke, or know what kind of ice-cream you like. I love you and, even more then that, Jesus loves you too. He sent me here on this earth to tell you just that and, if I can make you—yes, just you—understand that it would make my life complete for me.
Hold on, even if just for one more day, hold on! The answerers are coming but, if they were to come tomorrow, what would it profit you if you were to give up today? Life will change for you, just hold on for tomorrow and see what it will bring. If that seems too big then hold on for today, or the next hour, or minute, or even now. You can take what the next second brings you, your doing it right now and, if you keep on doing it you’ll see better things come your way.

Just never forget that, whoever you are. I love you and Jesus loves you too…